Sibei Song!!^^

Sibei song… It’s been a long time since I had been this high after finishing a chemistry experiment. It was only a really short and simple experiment, but it’s the sense of satisfaction, knowing that I know something, knowing that I completed something. Ahead of time some more. For the first time in a while, I didn’t get behind and I don’t need to chase. Today everything 美美siew siew. Completed the experiment, finished the lab report and handed in already. All done in 6 hrs.

I had almost forgotten about this feeling. This is the reason why I really like chemistry, why I like doing experiments so much. But lately I’ve been doing so much stuff that I don’t understand, listening to people talk physics and maths when I’m quite sure that I’m a CHEMISTRY major, and getting too many bad grades that I began to question myself why did I do chemistry in the 1st place. Should I have been a history major instead (last sem my history mod got a B, 2 of my chem. mod got C)? Should I even enter Uni in the 1st place (let’s not talk about honors, currently I can’t even pass with merit)? Was I wrong?

Godamnit, I am not wrong. I live for this moment of rightness. I breathe for this moment of high. Fuck errors and screw uncertainties. I live for THE moment.